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DoB: 01/18/86
ProfeSSion: aThLete / Free LanCe EducaToR
HOrO: CaPriCorN
eMaiL: diNNi_hyPeR@hoTmaiL.Com

LOVES

LovE mY faMiLy..DeY suPpOrT mE aLotZ..tHanKz t0 PaPa j0,MaMa JuJu, KaKaK NaNa, aBg eJa, 0deNg & LembeK.. thAnkZ fOr groWiN me uP tiS waY.. LoV ya'LL LotZ..!

DeaR jaded GaLfrenZ.. thaNkZ foR thE wonderful time iN poLy..! My JinZ empire.. AlwayS iN mY HearT n LovE ya’LL..! beloved CraP 5.. ya’LL Are my HappY piLLs..! tHe NinE! We fight n DuN QuiT! DeaR coAcH, i DUN waNNaBE aLonE iN thE riNg!

StiLL pLaY thE spoRt Dat i LoVe.. SilaT.. pLayiN FemaLe MatCh ‘B’ noW.. yeH.. tiS yr goNNabe mY last yr.. peRioD!!

HATES

hate RumOuRs!
HatE beinG AloNe!
HaTe iT weN thE person Who SuPPose tO make mE Stop CryiN iS thE oNe wHo make mE cRy!

OTHER

Hey..! diNnay Here.. i GoT daT steRn LooK.. bT duN juDge A bOOk bY iTS CoveR.. loVe to SmiLe & laFF.. i CAn bE uR beST buDDy & i caN be uR woRst EneMy..
FiNaLLy! goT daT DiploMA iN iNterioR DesigN.. noMore SleepLess niTe.. noMore wasTin money.. nOmoRe oVerdoSe oF coffee oR rebuLL.. noMOre miSSin mY Bed.. NomoRe SkiPPin Trainin!
Doin PaRt time joB foR noW.. noWaY i waNNA be A designer Now coZ i Wanna FiTe foR SEA GamEs 2009! eduCator n pLAnneR foR noW..

Sunday, January 14, 2007

help me, help me pls..!! god..!! pls..!!
the end near to hell.. im damn stress la.. 2 nites crying over the stupid fuckin panels..which til now i stil havent finish the panels.. soon im leavin to vietnam.. tot of passing the panels to my frens n dey will print it out for me.. bt guz everythings goes haywire n not as how i plan..
the computer lack n hang like hell.. it did it again..n again i broke down n cry..i still cant save dat bloody panels into jpeg!! n if i save it in photoshop, the file will be damn fuckin big..so how?? wats wrong wif the computer?? wats wrong wif me??

damn..!! suddenly i desperately feel dat i nid a laptop..so dat i can travel n still do my werk.. also wat if 1 day, the computer juz explode?? nomore computer.. also wif baby who doin lotz of rubbish n useless ting in computer..fighting over a computer.. bt where the hell i can get the money to buy one..?? its $2000..kakak?? hell no.. wat? ask her to werk 24/7 so dat she can get me one..??no..!! mama?? she didnt werk.. no money.. even my dad hardly giv her money.. so ders no way to ask my dad for money to buy me a laptop.. abg?? he's getting marry.. no way i'll beg him n involve in his finance affair..baby?? hmmm.. no nid to talk abt it..

me, werkin?? i do werk part time as camp instructor..bt nt active now.. also being camp instructor not easy to get money.. tired.. nid money to travel..nid lotz of time..i dont have time..coz im stuck wif sch n silat..spex grant?? shit.. im B1.. onli get $4200 per yr..tink its enuf?? blm minus attendances n all..da lamer rezeki aku dlm silat da malap..sch money?? hell!! now im in poly.. no more ITE.. poly not damn supportive as ITE..nomore ruben!!
(how great n lovely it is.. now both of my photohop n thumbdrive not responding..!!)

wat?? ask e'ein to 'get' me a laptop in any shop.. hell no!! i lov him.. i wldnt let him do it..
tis final werk of 1st yr realli killin me.. i juz cant wait for my holidayz.. left wif onli 2 wks.. god? how i wish dat i sleep n den wake up, its a great n unstressful day..poly?? shit n hell in poly.. still cant believe im in poly..

can i handle the laptop? will it be safe in my hands??i noe i hav bloody wrong hands dat always destroy things.. i can spoilt a $600 camera so high possibilities i can whack the laptop.. hey.. i didnt want to born tis way.. i dun ask for tis type of hands either..

god? never fell so damn stress in sch life before..

stress of PSP also.. breaking news.. STA was the one who organise PSP.. so dats why the big shot in persisi cant do aniting.. (great.. cannot save my panel..!) n dats why uncle realli2 want me to play in PSP.. uncle worried abt my weit.. worried abt my ganda wif his daughter..n noe wat.. til now, our ganda nt complete..aaarrrrggggghhhhhhh....!!!!!!!!!!!

im stress!! i hate it!! my brain jam..my heart squeeze..my body fatigue.. im hurt.. can anione understand how i feel..? hell no.. ya'll ppl juz read thru my damn fuckin long blog..

im leavin to vietnam soon.. in few hours..leavin dgn hati yg berat.. i dun tink i can perform der.. my weit.. shit!! my brain full of craps..

start the yr of 2007 wif very bad one.. horrible one..turnin 21 was the most painful ting dat happen to me..why,god?? why?? :.-/ dun feel like celebratin my b'dae at all..hav tis shitty feelin..
tout i guz sum of dem alraedi hav plans on my b'dae..bt sorie..i hav no mood..
(giv up wif my panels alreadi..)

guz i have to change my b'dae wishes dat i realli want after a few days of my b'dae.. no more:
adidas beg..
adidas watch..
my 21st b'dae wishes:
no more stress in sch n silat..
hav peaceful n enjoyable life..

dats all.. i guz.. im tired..cryin nomore..
im out..
peace..!!

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