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Monday, February 12, 2007
Jika..jika teringat tentang dikau..jauh dimata dekat dihati..sempat terfikir tuk kembali..walau beda akan kujalani..tak ada niat untuk selamanya pergi..jika teringat tentang dikau..jauh dimata dekat dihati..apakah sama yang ku rasa..ingin jumpa walau ada segan..tak ade niat untuk berpisah denganmu..Jika memang masih bisa mulutku berbicara..santun kata yang ingin terucap..kan ku dengar caci dan puji dirirmu padaku..kita masih muda dalam mencari keputusan..maafkan daku ingin kembali..seumpama ada jalan untuk kembali..Jika teringat tentang dikau..jauh dimata dekat dihati..tak ada niat untuk selamanya pergi..Jika teringat tentang dikau..jauh dimata dekat dihati..tak ada niat untuk berpisah denganmu..haiz..wat a song.. haiz..dari kecik kami knal.. bermula dari kwn biase, kwn baik hinggala kwn istimewa..he make me feel sumone special dat time.. he realli take good care of me.. teach me lotz.. in silat,life,agama.. giv me lotz of advices.. i even called him HERO.. coz dat time he's my everything..bt wat the hell a 12 yrs old gal suppoe to noe wat is love @ dat time..?? kasih sayang yg die curahkn kpd aku, aku anggap sebagai kasih sayang daripada seorg abang kpd adiknye.. walaupn ade sayang,malu aku nak ngaku.. wats love??everything changed once im in sec sch.. we both get busy wif sch life n he got himself into the national team.. lost contact..no more phone calls n no more mit up during trainin..@ dat time also i began to realise n understand the love he's trying to show.. maklumla da sec sch.. also thankz to my kakak angkat n abg angkat who explained to me..tried to get back together but.................. becoz of misunderstanding, he got a new girlfriend and i heard he's damn serious wif the girl.. i break down!! sasau jadinye..slowly, i forget abt him..after dat, we happened to mit again wif each other.. bt not for long.. die ni mcm biskot.. skejap ade..skejap takde.. lau da jumpe, we'll exchange nomber.. talk on the phone like nobodys business ..den tibe saatnye, he will just disappeared.. left me alone wif lots of questions run wild in my mind..hmm.. with heartache..slowly, i forget abt him..once when me n him together, lembek saw him n a gal on his bike @ bdok.. whaa...!! ni trus jadi giler aku dibuatnye..tapi tetap aku sabar..2005.. we mit.. and together again after so long apart.. always sms.. always on the phone walaupn die sbok mcm mane pn.. always wait for him til late nite walaupn aku pnat mcm mane pn after trainin..share lots of our life stories.. our future..all the sweet promises n words..i tot its the time..tapi... die uat agik...!! end of dec 2005, he juz left me.. without words..ape salah aku?? ape dosa aku ni?? since den i totally forget abt him.. i must be strong tis time.. must!! i tot dat he'll never cum back.. bt he did..!! wat the hell??!!no, noway!! no more the next one.. i had enuff.. he hurt me lotz of time..dinni,be strong tis time..haiz..tapi sesungguhnye aku tak tau knape setiap kali aku nampak die, aku mesti lemau..btolnye 'ustaz'..!! asik nak cair jek.. seriously i wanna stay far away frm him..memangla sayang tapi da serik..!!tapi masalahnye, mama mcm sayang nah ngn die.. hapi jek nmpk die.. jemput umah agik utk mkn ayam merah on chinese new year..haiz.. itula kisahnye.. sayang.. tapi tak semestinye ape yang kte sayang itu akan jadi milik kte..aite.. im out.. peace!!
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