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Sunday, April 08, 2007
hmm.. so full.. my stomach damn full.. asik mkn jek dari tadi.. hmm.. bkn dari tadi.. actualli since yesterday i've been eating.. lotz!! weit aku pn da naik giler.. aarrhh!! kejap jek.. bet next wk i can lose 2kg.. in juz 1 wk..! (can sum1 help to shut dat dog up??)
suppose to go johor today.. wif ain, our drebar, n my twin bros.. tapi tak jadi.. coz ain tak confident nak gik to the competition venue.. so cancel..! wake up kinda early today.. dun noe why.. kol 10+ da stat tgk movie.. watch kal ho na ho..ni smue odengnye pasal!! suddenly he wanna watch dat movie.. after dat watch CSI.. evening to marsiling wif mama.. alter sluar.. (can sum1 help to shut dat dog up??) saw the ADIDAS beg dat i wanna buy @ bugis.. n the beg juz cost $50..!! shit.. more shit coz i alreadi bought a ADIDAS beg yesterday n its cost $55..!! arnd 1900, out wif lembek to hunt dat ADIDAS beg.. bought a ADIDAS beg again.. n again.. shit i bought 2 ADIDAS beg juz now.. no,no! bought 3 ADIDAS begs tis week..! im crazy.. crazy of ADIDAS..
hmm..wanna share sumting.. my most memorable journey in my sec sch life.. the story of my crazy triangle love.. introducing.....1) mohd farihIN.. 2) nur DInni.. 3) mohd azreEN.. n when all the capital letters combine, it becums 'INDIEN'.. familiar wif dat name?? hahakz!! aite.. the story.. once upon a time.. hmm.....................(can sum1 help to shut dat dog up??) e'ein was my 1st steady in sec 1.. yeh! dat 'badot' was once my boyfriend.. arin was my 3rd steady in sec 2.. yeh! dat 'footballer ' was once my boyfriend.. e'ein n arin was my bestfriends in sec 4.. yeh! my exs n me are bestfriends n dey both are killing me..!! why?? coz i lov e'ein like crazy..! n arin lov me like crazy..! worst, e'ein want me to be wif his bestfriend dat was arin n arin want me to be wif his bestfriend dat was e'ein..!! confused?? hahakz!! im more confused dat time..
same class wif e'ein in sec 3,4,n,5.. sec 3 n 4 was when everyting get heat up between me n e'ein..everyday der will always be joy n laughter.. lau tak bual or tak ktawe mcm tak lengkap hidop dlm klas.. realli nid each other in class.. we share alotz.. he's the onli 1 guy who read my diary.. love him even more.. love his eyes, his smile,his dimple,his voice, his touch, his style, his performents..hmm..i noe dat he love me too.. bt........................... til today i dun noe why he never want us to be together dat time..
arin.. dun noe why he loved me so much.. said dat im special n diff frm other gal.. his ego n temper.. hmm.. shit!! im so confused when im wif him.. even now im confused n dun noe wat i wanna share abt him..!!
ok.. lets keep the story short.. lov e'ein like crazy.. 1 day suddenly e'ein turned cold towards me.. avoided me.. worst i heard dat e'ein together wif another girl.. sesungguhnye my heartbreak.. aku truz hilang arah.. takde ertinye gik skola agik after dat.. arin..? i stead wif arin after dat.. saje2.. nak tunjukkn aku mrh kpd keadaan.. bt not for long wif arin.. onli 3 mts.. wif arin bt still cant forget e'ein.. to kill my feelin towards e'ein, i hav to kill arin's 1st.. after the breakup, the wheel spin again.. i lov e'ein n cant forget him.. whereas arin lov me n cant forget me.. bt all dun wanna confess n speak up.. sec sch life=my crazy triangle love
still remembered Too Phat songs.. 'Jus A Friend'.. e'ein performed in front the crowd.. he dedicated dat song to me.. yeah, ein.. we're juz a friend.. Juz A Friend..
last yr boonlay sec sch reunioun.. mit e'ein n arin.. hmm.. tak bual pn.. dun noe why.. make faces n attitudes infront of each other.. bt actualli deep down in my heart, i care n wonder.. dont u guys feel it?? e'ein?? arin?? dat crazy triangle lov had a great impact on 3 of us,huh? ders still scar in my heart..
aite.. im out.. lau nak crite psl ni, sampai subuh pn takbes.. uat hati pedih jek.. haiz.. INDIEN..!! peace..!