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Sunday, January 06, 2008
my no.1.. sch like crazy tis month..hmm.. sch always crazy..bt jan extra crazy..final sub soon..jus like last yr.. rmbr how i break down nearly everynite doin my werk before goin to vietnam for trials..gosh..!! gonna go thru dat again tis yr..bt,hey.. im stronger n more manageable.. insya allah..!
my no.2.. autocad under me.. lov to do it bt hell lots of werk.. sumtimes i ask myself why i took charge of tis autocad..? mcm btol jek nak uat autocad.. da la tak btol jugak aku ni.. lau nmpk building yg senget or da build pastu bsk,bsk,bsk,bsk runtuh.. tu pn keje aku la.. hahahakz!! tapi keje autocad gaji melutop,beb!
my no.3.. gt reply for my ITP.. its @ kampung bahru.. whr the hell is dat..?? sh asked me to send my cads files.. ade chance uat cads arh.. hmm.. da dpt,mcm seram lak.. hmm.. better den no replies for ITP,rite..
my no.4.. gonna celebrate like crazy after sub @ 4! plan to go for karaoke session after sub.. gonna scream n let out all our stress n madness.. hmm.. den on sat..hmm plan to go club.. wif jinz i guz.. club on sat..?? hmm.. MOS la ape agik.. da jhat, jhat kn truz la.. da lamer oi tak joget giler2..
my no.5.. got my grant.. april til dec 07..at last..!! full grant,beb.. still havnt bank in my money.. still havnt spend.. nid to use money lots.. guz will spend n go shopping after my b'dae.. iyelah.. tunggu b'dae present dulu.. hehekz! saw tis new adidas watch.. n baby juz told me ade new adidas slipper.. fhoo..!! blh jadi giler oi.. hmm.. ma,kak,abg,by..?? abeh tak tau.. hahahakz!!
my no.5.5.. suddenly, talkin abt shoppin n adidas, i rmbr yoza.. long time no see.. long time didnt go shoppin n eatin together.. after my sub, i'll plan to mit him.. standby, bro..
my no.6.. got my shoppin list readi.. yehh..!! ceh.. mcm dpt 10 ribu jek.. haiz.. juz buy wat i nid.. yeh,rite.. damn..!! money for shoppin skola.. cost a bomb seh.. ok2.. cut sum of my shoppin list..
my no.7.. race dear msg me last nite.. for few sec, im speechless n damn kanchong..!! he asked me abt my jinz chalet which i rmbr i didnt told him anitin abt tis.. den he replied he noe it frm my msn pm.. fhoo..!! msg him as usual.. again asked for my hm add.. dun noe for wat.. i double check my add tis time.. nomore mistake tis time.. nanti mcm last yr.. wrong add.. ntah mane ntah present die gik.. :( den i didnt reply his msg.. midnite,isk inno msg me gdnite.. hmm.. anta org to check on me kape..?
my no.8.. race dear asked me abt silat.. will i continue to be in the team or not.. yeh.. told him tis yr will be my last yr..bt didnt tell him dat i 've change my mind.. oo.. didnt share wif him abt sea games pn..im busy after sea games n he's down wif problem..
my no.9.. mon, national trainin start.. im not down for trainin.. sch.. haiz.. damn sch.. ikotkan hati nak trun.. nak tgk jugak sape yg train.. bt,hmm......
my no.10.. 1 month no trainin.. slack abes.. no swear @ all.. maut oi..! gelisah oi..! the feelin were totally diff.. bdn pn da hancuz.. memangla weit still 60 bt bdn slack abes.. hmm.. weit da naik arh.. da 60.+.. nomore 59.. :( hmm.. target arh by feb my weit nak 59 alik.. hmm 58 arh.. hahahakz!!
my no. 11.. silat.. hmm.. silat.. hmm.. syg.. tak semestinye sesuatu yg kte syg akan slalu menjadi milik kte kn.. let us take a break.. too much hurt..
my no.12.. mon,less jinz trainin.. katenye.. we'll see.. hasyer cnfrm tak trun.. syahin,hmm.. guz yg msh semangat adalah shakir.. watever it is,go,fite,win to all of my jinz empire who still fightin for our country..!! will pray for u all..! wish got a special or a magic machine in tis world.. a machine dat can transfer my fire n spirits of fightin to those who still have the chance to represent our country..! haiz..
my no.13.. i didnt say dat im quiting rite..? i didnt even say dat im staying,rite..? hahahakz!! standby.. ku berserah.. my no.14.. abt shakir n bit.. i did share abt tis rite.. hey,wait.. will bit get angry n jealous if i blog abt tis..? (stop it,nurdinni!) watever it is i realise dat shakir happier now.. n im happy abt dat.. putri C cant let putra C down..! u can hunt me down abt tis.. bt i dont giv a damn.. hate it if ppl mess wif my men..
my no.15.. after tis, the bond between the jinz gt closer n better.. break the cold ice between us.. bt funni.. wen dey start,'ok,aku jelez!' hahahakz!! bt i guz its good dey 'joke' abt tis.. coz if not, i myself forget dat im already attached.. oops!! hehekz!! walaupn kte kate kte understand n dun really mind, bt still ade rase jelez pe.. lau tak jelez, bkn matahir namenye..
my no.16.. jinz empire chalet on last wed,thurs n fri.. hmm.. okla.. juz not properly organize.. coz its weekdays.. sum schoolin n werkin.. tired.. i cum on the thurs nite.. after sch.. den the next day, to sch frm p.ris.. keje giler.. 2nd nite,all sleep.. didnt do much on the 2nd nite..
my no.17.. hmm.. sumting hit my mind during chalet.. after seeing the jinz in the room.. after wat happend to bit n kir.. hmm.. if i really2 quit n nomore in the team..nomore overseas wif the team n jinz.. hmm.. will i understand n trust my lov 1 wen he went to oversea..? abt the closeness btwn jinz or even wif the team.. will i get jelez n screw him juz like bit..? hmm.. den i felt like i really want to hit myself hurt in my head.. fuck!! wat the hell im tinkin..??
my no.18.. why cant i understand n trust him..??padahal aku sendrik ever in the team n i noe how tings goes.. i noe how the game play.. bt still if i feel n tink the wrong way.. dear,hit me..!
my no.19.. thankful n really appreciate him coz he company me dat nite.. noe dat he nid to rest n he's tired too.. bt i juz cant sleep for dat nite.. its already 3plus in the morn.. n i nid to wake up @ 530.. lau tido cnfrm bsk tak gik skola for sub.. maut oi..!! nak tido pn tak blh coz idong stuck.. bkn nak adekn alasan bt ni real.. didnt mean to disturb his sleep.. hmm.. criuzly,thankz lots 4 everyting.. wish dat i can be in ur arms longer.. ;)nuting much to say.. others keep it in my heart..
my no.20.. loving him n missing him more each day..still got long way to go.. n still got lotz to learn.. thankz,dear.. n noe ur waitin now.. msn keep on blinkin.. eveytime its blink, i'll smile.. dear..dear..