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DoB: 01/18/86
ProfeSSion: aThLete / Free LanCe EducaToR
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Thursday, April 24, 2008

to club dat tue..
to settle the unsettled prob..
seriously im nt in the mood to do so..
coz im super nt readi n its my sensitive n emotional week..

yup2.. pade mulenye hanye ingin kirimkn surat yg berminggu lamenye utk dikarang..
short,sharp n simple..
tanak hengeh2 n mls nak berbicara..
tetapi biler dipikirkn alik,tak proper lak..

so.. down to club wif baby n mama..
i alreadi plan nt to talk much..
i wanna let baby to speak up wat in their mind tis time..
coz its dem who wanna call it a quit..!

me,selfish?
yesh..!
coz im tired of hidden.. their wants n their feelin..
its time for dem to tell the truth to our one n onli.. the greatest..
me,selfish?
no..!
i juz dun wanna talk coz i dun want dem to see/feel dat im the one who control baby..
want to let dem see dat baby alreadi grow to be a man.. juz like 1st prince..
n all tis while i talked too much.. sampai aku dipangkar..!

'mulut perempuan la yg paling jahat..!'

the great one nt der @ 1st.. onli 2nd prince..
room to breathe..
nt for long..
he arrived..
n he noe wat we want.. actuali..

hand over the letter n he opened n read it together wif us..
sunyi.. senyap.. sepi..

suarenye sayu..
'korg btol nak undurkn diri? korg nak hijrah ke mane?'

shook our heads..
answered all his qns.. steadily..
we're still quittin..
called mama n mama cum down..

frm 4 ppl to 6 ppl conversations..
2nd prince joined in..

dats wen i cant cntrl myself..
i broke into tears.. cried.. n cried.. n cried..
wen he said dat he noe wats actuali goin on btwn us n the club..
wen he said dat we started frm young..
wen he said we're too young to quit..
wen he said we havnt contribute enuff to the club yet..
wen he said dat he rmbred papa, mama n kakak said dat dey wanna see us win dat gold medal..
wen he called us super quiters..

2nd prince didnt allowed me to talk @ 1st..
asked baby to speak n still dey didnt..
im pissed off..!

cant take it animore..
i bursted out wif words again..!

alhamdulillah, i shld say..
the great one n princes da mule sdar sape yg rosak dn hancurkn segale2nye..
however i still feel dat dey still blamed the same old ppl..
dey still cant do much to help us..

'ditelan mati emak,dibuang mati bapak!'

the letters back to us..
again..

ya allah......
im stuck!!

nw i feel like quitin..!
totally off frm silat..
sick n tired of it..
bt how..??

org da pangkar.. org da burok2 kn aku n keluarga..
uat pe nak continue agik..
enuff..!

aku tanak main psk for the club..
no..no..!
im wanna quit..

bt how..?
why cant i?

really2 hope baby to ns soon..
so we're off frm silat.. bt the shgustguw ting is, we're not off yet..
we're still part of dem n duit yuran tetap jln..
M.K.P.L..!!
sape nak gik byr..??

sad..
hurt..
anger..
confused..

lookin for answers............................

im out..
peace..

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