firstly, gt a suprised in persisi.. im weak n sick n gt no ideas wats goin on.. @ the end of the day, i found the culprits! korg n die memang nak kene! urgh!! watever it is, THANK YOU & THANK 'YOU', TOO..!! appreciated dat lotz.. u guys make my day!
im totally giv up abt my weit once im in france! im sooooo lazy to run.. yesh! its sooo cold der.. im hardly sweat so wats the point of running..?! control my water n food intake.. its crazy..! sorie,baby.. i broke our promise.. im on pills.. IM SORIE!! :'(
my weit was 54kg for weit in! miracle.. hahahakz!! its 'nasib' actualli.. weit in onli once.. another 'nasib' not onli for me bt for 3/4 of the team too!! so u ppl noe wat happened to us once we got the news, rite? *wink* HOWEVER, still maintainin the weit coz we will fite ani time..
1st fite, malaysia..! im fire up n wanna FITE! UUUUUUUUUUUURRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
i lost 0-3! i reserved soooooooo damn much! im afraid dat i'll get tired for my 1st & 2nd round.. on my 3rd round, den i blast it all off n its too late! TOO LATE!!
i cried after my match.. im so disappointed of myself.. my worst fite ever! I WASTE IT ALL!! i cant stop cryin after dat.. i feel like i wanna fly home @ dat point of time n QUIT! 'B' is soo not for me!
in my room,cryin.. starin in empty space.. cryin.. chewin my food.. cryin.. den someone knock the door..
its my dear coach.. lookin for his food! lookin @ me.. & laff @ me.. den he sit beside me, sharin the food n stat talkin.. its rubbish @ 1st,as usual.. den he stat talkin rite!
frm dat on, i promised myself.. NOMORE TEARS TO Be IN "B".. i'll werk it out all the way til sea games..! i'll DO IT ALL RITE..!
the 9 will be tied up together..! someting new.. someting fresh.. extraordinary!!
mohd nur sarhan
mohd shakir
zulkhairil
mohd nur shafiq
elyasak
nur as' ashikeen
nur dinni
saiedah
zulaika
juz wanna say thank you coz u follow my flow of madness.. im aware dat its not suppose to be it again.. gone,missing..
25th march, 0116hrs.. i received a phone call frm ms.cutie.. lucky dat im still awake n my mind still werkin as i was plannin for some crazy stuff..! ms.cutie was tellin me dat ders someone who wanna talk to me over the phone.. gosh!! im soo sure its gonnabe a 'boy'.. im soo not interested..
"hello? ni dinni eh?"
"yah.. dinni ni.."
"awak tau tak ni sape?"
*dhurrr!!!*
"ntah! tak tau.."
"ni Syed AzmiR..!"
"huh??"
"syed azmiRrR!"
"oo... oookk..!"
yesh, i believed its him! coz of him "R"..!! we talked for awhile.. im nervous..! im excited..! HOWEVER, maintain!! its 0116hrs!!
gosh, im talkin to SYED AZMIR on the phone.. hmmmmm.. waitin for HADY MIRZA now.. *wink + cheeky smile*
ppl..! i've graduated!!! im a diploma holder.. 3yrs of madness finally over!! dateline was over!!
gt part-time job.. yesh, its 'hard'..! still wonderin how m i gonna survive.. still askin myself if im doin da rite ting.. gosh!!
i wanna go 25th sea games! i dun wanna waste it.. my LAST before i stat my serious job.. :'(
im 55.5-56kg now.. yesh! smaller,taller,slimmer, slenger-er!! cant help it.. less food n more sweat now!
25th april, selected match classes will be fightin for ALL MARTIAL ARTS COMPETITIONS in THAILAND!! if ders 'B' den i'll be stabil 54kg in thailand! nomore diet!! juz fite!
hmm.. wat else? oooooo....
i miss the Jinz Empire..!!
i miss Crap 5,too..!!guz..
im out..
peace!
DoB: 01/18/86
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