("written" blog in room 1718.. 3 more hrs to breakfast.. den 2 hrs of busride to hanoi.. & will be back to s'pore soon..)
bored! tryin to stay awake.. coz i'll hav 2 hrs of busride & i can sleep in the bus.. kate jek smue nak stay up together n play sum activities.. tapi ade yg kunci dlm bilik.. ade da besujud atas katil..
3rd Asian Indoor Games...
firstly, i wanna ucap "SYUKUR ALAHAMDULLILAH!!" kerna DIA tlah mendengar & tunaikn permintaan ku! He also make me realise its not easy to be easy.. He also ask me to be more direct & clear.. He also make me not to forget!
Female Class ;B;-50-55kg!
Indonesia-Vietnam-Singapore-Malaysia-Laos..
"Senangkn la perjalananku ke puncak kejayaan! - AMIN!!"
sesungguhnye, i feel stronger, fitter in tis competitions.. Medal is 2nd.. performance 1st! im more confident, more advance & more focus i shld say.. bt skills & target killed it!!
its been a long time since Big Boss didnt giv me a thumbs up! dat day he did n i wish he will show it again in tis comin SEA GAMES! i tot dat im winnin bt im not! lots of misses.. regret & disappointed coz 'Setan & Iblis' not fightin in the final! frustrated coz losing to M'sia feeder team!!
Congratz to the onli gold medalist.. -Bit!
So close yet to far.. - Shakir,John,Din & Nurin..
'Stolen' Medal.. - Lah..
Nasib kentang.. - Eka,Shasha,Ayul, Ayie & Yayat..
homewerks;
1) Stay focus 4 tis 3 wks..
2) Weit lowest,53kg!
3) Tighten my muscles..
4) M to S/XS..
5) Target!
after 5 yrs, dat day once again! standin 3rd on the podium.. received medal, mascot & flower! i miss dat feelin damn much.. AGAIN, I WANT IT @ SEA GAMES!!
AIG team will be the same as SG bt minus Azri & add on Edah & Khai.. bondin was ok.. still can be improved! nid to tink of more & diff games/activities.. new cheers!
(its actualli, ' im a steam rollER baby..' & not 'im a steam rollING baby..!!')
not all ppl will act, tink n say the same.. so here aku cume nak kasi warnin jek la eh.. "pls act n talk @ the rite time!"
am i selfish? or i juz dun care? or i dun hav the rite/power to do & say..? yesh, i want it to change bt must it be ME to do it..? guz U muz be sick of me.. coz im sick of myself & U too! me,myself & i getting "smaller" & "weaker"..
ANGAH!! si bdk kecik ni bulli dinnay!!
1) die tak kasi dinni on MTV 24hrs!
2) die tgk crite hantu, perang2, bunoh2 bile nak tido..!
3) die suke sjokkn air con!
4) die slalu off TV wen kte kuar hotel..
5) die 'on' prangai tak btol die every mornin & nite! sape nak gik layan??
hahahahahakz!!
i miss you la,angah.. we noe & da used to each other nye system.. da tkar bdk kecik ni, i nid to change & adapt la.. eh, bdk kecik.. last warnin eh!!
in the bus otw to hanoi.. 2 hrs! returnin to s'pore.. juz cant sleep.. feel like writin watever dat crossed my mind!.. its 0730hrs in vietnam..
bdoh btol! i spend my money on laundry bag! juz dat & bloody hell i took it coz i tot its free! shoppin sucks! no crumple bag! no nike shoe! watch free show jek in the toilet!!
against wat Mr Pahat wen he said dat he's a failure! coz i rmbr he said," thank you, coz we both make my job a success!" yesh! to me i nid MT.. i nid to hear sometin good & positive before i fite.. yeh! i agreed sometimes not all positive remarks can bring u all up! negative remarks make u challenge urself!
talk to him lots.. coz i noe im weak n forgetful! easily giv up & not brave enuff to step on front.. he gav me lots of advices & positives tinkin.. & without me realisin, i borrowed sum of his words & share it wif my juniors.. i dun noe why i talk & share wif dem as if it will be my last & i'll never get the chance to talk to dem again..
always rmbr tis..
elite athletes?? i juz called myself as senior athletes.. far frm par wif the elites..! i juz had great experiences & stories to share abt major games.. bt do i learn useful lesson frm it? i doubt so.. i dun noe.. feel the challenege & i want to match wif the elites!
guz dats all dat i hav for tis AIG trip..
im out..
peace!
DoB: 01/18/86
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